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missing mama peti

After 2 months of relaxing and doing nothing, my summer holiday has come to an end. I am sad. Since coming back to Finland, away from my beloved mother, I have this mixed emotion. I feel lonely without her. I missed her breakfast, I missed her laughter, I missed being pampered, I missed going shopping with her, I missed not seeing her face everyday, I missed not giving her good bye kiss to work, I missed hugging her. I really missed her. Guess this is what life is all about. Reunion & Departing. I will be back next year on winter. Wait for me ^^

This 2 months has been wonderful. In NYC & having fun with Dhasyat. Visited Orlando – Universal Studio and SeaWorld which both are awesome! Feeding dolphins & touching them. Family trip to Bahamas with Mama Peci, Papa Peci & Matias. And of course crazy shopping. But the best thing would be spending time with mum & giving her an unforgettable Mother’s Day. I wish my holiday never ends but unfortunately things does come to an end. And this trip is the longest and most memorable one.

Fire Belly Newt

Finally, we got ourselves the water lizard (Fire Belly Newt) wikipedia. It cost €15 per one and we get 2, so they don’t get lonely. Both of them are male so no accident happen :P One is dark brown (bigger) and another one is black. I decided to name them “Mighty Brownies” and “Mini Blackies”. The big brother “Mighty Brownies” is more active and always wander around… looking for food i guess. While little brother “Mini Blackies” is quite shy, not moving much (at first we though is dead after we put it in the aquarium). “Mini Blackies” is a handsome guy. His black color  shows his belly red pattern nicely – like it’s name fire belly. Maybe next we will get a turtle…but it cost €75 one. Super expensive but the turtle can grow really huge and cute.

The day is super nice and sunny like it will always be in summer, so we went for 2nd round biking to the store and on the way back, I picked some flowers for balcony decoration :D The flowers grow in wild is really beautiful and tempting. I cant help myself but pluck quite a lot :p I know i am evil for destroying their chance of growing wild in once a life time summer month but I will try to keep them alive in the flower vase. Beautiful things are meant to be appreciated.

It is a hobby day. Made egg tarts and the crust was good but not the filling. Tonight is World Cup 2010 3rd place fight between Germany and Uruguay. I am neutral in this match :) Maybe Mr. Paul the octopus has a hint on this. He has been right so far about Germany match.

Date 19 July 2010: After a week, Mini Blackies pass away. No idea what happened but he have been isolating himself on the floating wood and barely move or eat. At first at the 2nd day he has lost one of his finger. 7 day later he lost half of his hand. We were wondering did he eat himself or Mini Brownies attacked him. but most likely a disease. It was quite creepy to found Mini Blackies had his mouth and eyes opened wide (like almost poping out) staying still in the water, not moving at all. I was so disturbed by his look that I had Blue to remove him from the aquarium. Poor Mini Blackies. Mayb you rest in peace.

Spring is almost coming…


Winter is almost over and spring in new apartment ^^ I am in love with flowers and plants, the simplest way to light the house up!

|bedtime story-telling|


At the night of the full moon…

A cake was found… Blue was ?? while Lemon was :-P

Blue turns into crazy beast, trying to…

snatch the cake from Lemon’s mouth…

Lemon was shock and “ahhhh”…


THE END

chapter 1: Life in new apartment

So it was time to say bye to the lovely host family and off I go to set my mark in Helsinki. It has been a month working and a week shifted. It has been a busy week. Getting stuff in place, doing paperwork and more and more shopping :D IKEA here I come. All the furniture was brought in IKEA. Have to admit IKEA is consider cheaper brand here. I have always been the biggest fans of IKEA despite all the comments that some IKEA products are lack of quality.

Have to admit the apartment still look pretty empty but I guess simplicity is the best. After all, all the needed furnitures are in. Trying not to over spend for the 1st month :P Probably the reason I feel empty is there is a lot of white space. Should put my artworks in display. A little mini art gallery of mine. That would be cool. Lol. But the coolest thing is we have a mini theater. Nicely projected movies on white wall. The best thing ever! :P I am slowly falling in love with this apartment since the 1st day I saw it on the apartment showing.


Hallway…

Closet & mirror…

artworks on display :)

comfy bed…

my workstation… loving it :D


living room…

nice view from balcony… surrounded by green trees in summer and white snow in winter :D


is a sofa… is also a bed :D

all gadgets…

best private mini theater :D

good to watch my favourite ‘So you think you can dance’ tv reality show…

say hi to kitchen :D

[long journey ahead]


I cant believe that it was almost 1 year I am in Finland. Time flies and this all is like a dream. Firstly, I never though I would ever ever be an au-pair doing childcare and house chores. Than, now to be able to find a job here thru the help of my host family; this is truly unbelievable. If this is a dream I wish I would never wake up. There has been exciting and boring days here. I guess that is life. Let me see what I have gain when I am here:-

- meeting new people and making friends. To be honest I dont have much friends here :P Maybe I am just too shy and anti-social :D Best of all, I met Blue…muaks. My emotionally support, my best friend, my torture buddy, my playmate :P My host family are just great, nice, helpful people and grandparents is very nice too :D

- expose to Finland culture like naked sauna and swim in cool lake after sauna; eating bbq sausage and drinking beer :D And best of all hitting yourself with leaves (believe to have healing power) in the sauna. More coffee drinking, more ‘pulla’ (bread) eating, more beer, more juice, more walking, more biking, more picture taking :P

- being able to travel around in European country as I can travel freely without needing to apply for visitor visa as I am holding a Finland visa. Have been to Sweden for 10 days with Blue and Portugal for 14 days with host family. Nice trip :)

- I have learnt to ski, ice skating and swimming here.

- I am able to speak basic Finnish and able to understand more based on their body gesture and a few familiar words :D Thank God, Finnish was written in a way it was same when it was pronouns. I pronouns good finnish but maybe not so well when it comes to Ö and Ä. They are higher tone. Still trying to get it right :P

- my art skills are imporving as I do more artwork here. Been oil painting, water coloring, pen rendering, fabric drawing and coloring, glass painting, stone and seashell gluing and more handcrafts. Guess this is one of the way to occupied my free time.

- created a good portfolio website which has give me a few job oppurtunities and freelance offer. Good feedback from companies but unfortunetly they dont have job opening now :( But I am really lucky to get a job offer now as I know it is extremely hard to find a job in Finland as everyone is so highly educated and the marketplace is so small- they might not have jobs for everyone.

- self development as I am more independent and mature thinking now. Damn…I sounded old…but I am not longer teenager. I am an adult who have to start planning for future. I am 24…scary…soon I am 42…ahhhh…..maybe I should try to invent something- a time machine :P

Being abroad alone without family and close friends is definitely hard. Especially when I am in Finland where language are so different, weather are so different, food are a different, culture are so different… sometimes I feel lonely and bored because I not longer doing things I used to do and hanging out with friends I used to be. But I guess this is the environment that can really develop a person. And I have now. I am happy for I have taken the risk to come here and more than happy for the outcome results.

Many people questions my decision when I told them I am coming here for a year as au-pair (big sister like nanny) claiming that it is like a maid but honestly it is not and I am treated like part of the family with respect and my job is really easy and short working time of 5 hours perday and flexible family enable me to travel around frequently. I told them I wanted something different in life and see more of the world. Experiencing new things and knowing the world is so big and it has much to offer. Widen my horizon and make my life more colorful and not just plain. Of course they understand and support me at the end. Thank you all and I love you all. Miss you all so much back home in Malaysia. But I am doing this for good and hope distance is not an issue to our friendship. For me our friendship is life long :D muaks… and to all my family and cousins, I know you all will support my decisions :D and of course our bond is stronger day after day. After all we are blood related. muaks…

After summer will be a life changing phrase for me. Hopefully I will have a good start in Helsinki, Finland when my work starts. To the next level of my career… to the next level of my life… Go Go Go!

I believe I can fly

fly

As I trampoline with the kids; one song keeps coming into mind… “I believe I can fly”… I would jump up high at the trampoline and start spreading my winds and sing the song. It was really fun and just suit the mood. Maybe one night I could lay on the trampoline and stare in the sky looking at the stars and sing “Twinkle twinkle little stars” :D

08012008

Winter has finally approach… it was white everywhere… snow was thick although it was not as much as those previous years because of the global warming but definitly is still much to me as I have never been abroad and experience winter before… sounds a bit “kampung” :D

The year 2007 has comes to an end and 2008 has started for a week already. Time does flies! I know I have been repeating myself this very often but facts are facts. Looking back 2007 I realise I have done not much but have came to the turning point in my life. Coming over here to Finland as au pair was a big deal for me as I have finally get my feet of from my comfort zone and step into an alien place. People, weather, language, food is all so different… everything is new to me. But i manage to survive good for the past 4 months… true…i hv been here for 4 months… long vacation for me still… i have go thru 1/3 of my au pair period and 2/3 more to go and what will lies ahead is still a mystery and uncertainty although plans have been roughly made :D

I went to more museums, art galleries, travel far, walk more here, do more artworks :D If I tell u I have been great every single day than it would be a lie… no matter how well you live for sure there will be days when you feel down and miserable. I have ups and downs… go thru happiness and loneliness… go thru joy and pain but I guess this is all part of lifes which makes life worth living… Conclusion is there is more happy days than the miserable days :D and I embrace my life and I hope u do too… =) for every single one deserves… their own memories… their own history… their own legend… and my chapter shall began :)

Minä olen Unelma ;)

Minä olen Unelma… means my name is Unelma. Okay, let me introduce. Im Unelma…keke…u read it right…u dont have rabun mata :P … u dont need to wear glasses…UNELMA…yess, my finnish name :) well the idea of coming out with a finnish name derived from E** (8yrs old bro that im au pair-ing) since last sunday was his NAME DAY. Yeah, interesting they have name day for their name. So it was not really like birthday but still u can get presents… and hv little celebrations :) So after searching and cutting down names and accepting suggestion from Ju** (founded friend :) glad to found him) i decided to use the name Unelma which mean DREAM… sounds good, have meaningful meanings, suit me…yeah..that’s it. UNELMA which gives me a NAME DAY on 2nd of December… hehe…so everyone get ready my double gift for Oct and Dec…. Kittos :) U-NEL-MA

On Saturday went to Asian Market in Helsinki (at the street there is a few shops that sells asian food-thai,japanese,chinese,indian) with the family and guess wat i found there…hehe…my fav chilie paddy…oh babe. This babe are supper hot, hotter than the one at Malaysia. Get a lot of Thai spices, chinese desert – red bean, glatinous rice, wantan, bihun, dry mushroom and yes… another fav of mine GREEN PEAS WASABI

So i decided to make this day as a WANTON MEE day. We have a chinese meal :) I began to love cooking more…and i know i can cook because “YOU ARE GOOD” often praise by the family…hoho… dont hidung tinggi (get too cocky)

After the meal i went for a long walk for digestion… really eat too much. I guess the cold weather make me crave for more food :P and it was a pleasant evening with beautiful blue skies… i was looking up the sky and as i walk i turn on my mp3 loudspeaker and sing along… so relaxing…suddenly i found myself smiling… haha…must be “siao” (crazy)… i dunno why but i feel peace and relaxing in my life now at that moment. I really glad i came here…

Happy 50th Independent Day Malaysia :D

Tanggal tiga puluh satu,
bulan lapan, lima puluh tujuh,
MERDEKA MERDEKA…

So it is 31 August 2007. I decided to dedicate this day of my blog to my beloved country Malaysia. Not to forget last year same day i was celebrating Merdeka with my beloved mum at Sunway Pyramid… miss her… Hurray for the QUEEN of my heart :) she is beautiful izit she :)


Lets give a testimonal to Malaysia…erm…I love Malaysia because…

Multiracial country- got to be exposed to different culture and being amaze by it






Varieties of foods- DURIAN!!! sure miss this one…CHILIE PADDY!!!


This durian is really good!!!


spice, spice, spice, i need spice :P


Fish Head Noodles home made… walao IJIPAN!!!


ohh…this potatoes certainly taste better than its look :D
never judge a potato by its look
…keke


ohh… steamboat…L.O.V.E…loveeeee

Pasar Malam (night market)- i wish to go and spend every single cent in my pocket buying my fav accesories, bag, t-shirts and food!!!

Sing Karaoke!!!… lalalala….free style rapper ANGELINE…yoyo..wazz up :)


the crazy bunch of people in IXTIVE :P


we just love to bully…lol


sorry lo…please dont cry :P


and we went to the same tattoo shop :P why no discount…haha


everyone posing in front of the wing mural drawn by me ^____^

Hangout- miss home, miss all frens…bao beis…darlings…lo po zais… lo gong zais…


yeah…we do look alike…both also cute…keke…my niece and nephew


steamboat o steamboat… all u can eat buffet style…eat until u vomit also can :P


plain hangout with the H.O.B members :)


haha…i know wat u r looking at :P BEHAVE!!!


CLUBBING oo…party time :P



is this fate for us to meet :)


working part time sell perfume in different states :) earn a lot ler…dont play play :P


burning the sand…haha…no…v r playing illegal stuff…fireworks :P mini fireworks


celebrations with old old old frens…keke…



my convocation maybe…keke


attending Unite at university… kinda of miss d days when u rush for assignment…keke… d adreneline rush makes me feels so alive


miss u all so much…


getting surprises :) arigato…that´s sweet

My babies- cici and jojo, love u :) muakzzz

my studio!!!…but the bedroom im currently living was not too bad…keke

my job… :)

well…i dont really think this is a testimonal to Malaysia…keke..anyway, this is d few pic i can dig back…still hv too many to put in

Commercial Break from Night of the Arts :)

Thinking today would be another Tuesday i found myself in surprise when Anu rang the door bell and said”Angeline! we have a surprise for u”and than i went “ohh…ok. Surprise surprise”, replied me in a big smile. “We get u a car and now u can decorate it like ur own”…wow :) thank you that was sweet

this baby is Renault Clio… although is second hand €5,700 but it feels like my CLK are back to mummy (me) in fact is better than the cilie paddy i had back home :) after like 2 hrs of washing, wiping and steam vacuming, this baby looks like a new born one…happy happy…i wonder here got sell toto or not…wanna buy number 678…haha…seems to be a really good number i guess. Now the challenge is to get used to the opposite driving here. I always whisper to myself “RIGHT RIGHT RIGHT LANE!!!” and now i found my right hand more useful de… for gear change purposes…not cacat-ed anymore…lol

Last Saturday we had a Mexican lunch and trust me it was like “MAMA MIA”


ok is pretty scary coz they use black candle :P lucky the sky is still bright if not this dinning room really feels like GHOST FESTIVAL :P

After a really full meal… i decided to go and pluck some blueberry behind the house yard. I was actually planing just for fruits as a desert for later dinner but than A** said why not we pluck more and we can make a BLUEBERRY PIE yummy. So everyone in house join for a blueberry hunting game… sees who get the most & well i was not too bad got 2nd place :P after A** (obviously she got more experience than me… not i CHAR…ok :P )


This blueberry pie are really yummy… i wish to eat again and again. Than my daily exercise would be blueberry plucking…keke…although my daily activity was Sauna. I LOVE SAUNA!!!


This are my favourite LAKRITSISEKOITUS candy… byk sedap o… d black is like a skin very kental and middle got chocolate (brown), mint (white)


This is more healthy fruit candy… made from dried fruits like papaya, mango, pineapple…really yummy too :) Here there is too many varieties of anything….candy also like hundreds (mayb i too kuah cheong :P )

Family Hang Out

okie a break from Helsinki picture… :P


That night was freaking cold night at this semi-outdoor dining room as the wind blows up from the down door creating nature air-conditional (ok…i know im not good in my literature :P all i want to say is it was a damn cold night)
It was Saturday night… went to A**’s parents house for dinner as her brother and his gf was joining us and plan to hv a good meal greeting me to the family… i was more than happy. The house was beautifully design with 3 dinning places all around the house…Indoor, outdoor and semi-outdoor (is indoor but with open doors and located somewhere like balcony where u can enjoy the outdoor view- perfect for winter)
I did not take picture la…coz i though it wonned be so nice…keke…but still i took a few…2 only… next time visit i will take lo… so just be patient. Ppl here just love to build their own house with customized designs… this is wat makes each house so unique and special… nice…i wan tooooooOOo =.=
And than here comes d giant bread - PARAMAKINKULLA- a dutch bread??? 0.0 not finnish bread!!! (at the end d bread still left half coz too big d…haha) stuft with a lot of ingredients inside. There are spices, tomato, ham, eggs and dunno wat d…haha…but i think is too salty….keke…d chef (A**´s bro) admited it was his mistake too…hoho…but is ok…it taste better with the mushroom soup… freshly pluck from the forest behind our house…home made… no ajinamoto… no artificial… 100% pure mushroom soup…yummy


There were eggs in every single slice :P which add up to a total of 12 eggs…walaooOoo


“So ur breakfast, lunch and dinner will be this Parmakinkulla?”, said me
“Yeah…mayb a day after and a day after and after…haha”, said M*** (A**’s bro gf)
Btw her name sounds like d “MAYA” chocolate bar that i blog earlier on…keke…tat’s what i told her when v shake hands introducing ourselves…hoho…i miss d chocolate…d best coco in d world…FAZER ROCKS!!! (FAZER is the company producing those yummy melting coco)

J** taught me to play this darling drum after dinner and i just realise i suck at it…haha…music sense not strong enug… but who cares…i was having fun by simply knocking my drum sticks here n there… no rules…no regulations… just me having fun…so ME ^.^
Than on Sunday morning, at house A** baked a Finnish pancake…keke…for lunch. I guess my fried rice are good…keke…i cook them in Sat for lunch..they seems to like it…


ohh my cooking skill is improving after sometimes i dint really cook…thumb up and KITTOS (thank you in finnish and they will say this when they finish meal) and basically u can put any topping at the pancake- like banana with chocolate, jam with sugar, ice cream…but no ketchup plz…coz
E** puts KETCHUP in everything
J** puts JAM in everything… not really on vanilla ice-cream only
Me puts THAI SWEET AND SOUR sauce in everything…keke


Yesterday and today i hv been really playing with the TWINS- E** and H**. Having much fun…i guess i begin to love child care…haha… does Au Pair skills will help me to get a husband :P is a qualification oOo… this was said by KHONG SIEW MUN (now i mention ur name in my blog…happy ler)...haha…
Than i was being a bit out of control playing with H**… i think i act stupid…haha..by wrapping my head n hers with the scarf i brought to here from home…and was teaching H** ENGA PO RENG GEH and make d INDIAN DANCE….haha…SO FUNNY (H** favourite phase)

H** just love the scarf & she hv been dancing ballet with it (Thanks to LAURA- a gift she brought for me when she goes to Cambodia…it was very beautiful one)

oh getting tired… is time to have a sweet dream and dare to dream again…haha… HYVÄÄ YÖTÄ (good night in finnish)

4rd day- 14aug2007


This is the favourite of all… the bread that has this rice in the middle £0.35 per piece…is a traditional Finnish bread – Karjalan Piirakka

Oh yeah…it feels so good to get online again at the library… house connection still not working…damnit…feel handicap. Today I went to KIOSK to get my prepaid card… is KOLUMBUS cost €14.90 and inside have talk time of €10. One thing good about prepaid card in Finland is that their expired date is a year or most recent top up, diff from home where we have duration limit for the amount u top up. So I guess €10 can last me for long but keke….i called home and yeah it was damn expensive €3 for like a minute…omg, than I call my mum and ask her call me back…keke…cause in the States calling card are cheap for international call… sms-ing was cheap…€0.07 per-sms. It feels good to hear my message ringtone :P it have been sometime it keep silent since I get here. It was nice to talk to everyone back home again and start sms-ing. At least I got a chance to speak Cantonese again…hehe. I know mum is worried about me cause before I go off to Finland she have been calling me like everyday for a week and the day I depart she give morning call…haha… no worries…im fine… I can take care of myself…im in control of my life, so trust me mum…(if u are reading this, I just want to say thank you for all the things that u have done for me and I promise I will be good. I LOVE YOU…muakzzz ☺) and dad too…he actually kiss me on my cheek when I go off to check in at the airport… he never did that before and yeaHhh…it was a surprise…a touching surprise… I LOVE U too… although I know u wonned be reading this :P Well, of cause parents was always worried…children is always a baby in their heart no matter how big they are… 1st time away from home for so long and far…I understand… surprisingly I didn’t cry because big girls don’t cry ;P I guess because I know I am gone for good and there is nothing worth tears to be drop (I dunno wat talking me :P )

Than I went to the library and get a card that allows me to borrow book. Finally, I borrowed THE DA VINCI CODE. I have always wanted to read it but just to lazy but I guess now I have more time for it till I get a car and class starts.

Evening I play with Helmi at the playhouse… it was fun…I have always love masak-masak since I was a kid… it defiantly bring back memories…we are pretty good friend now ☺ Oh yeah…I went to try the sauna at the bathroom… wow..it was so good…after sauna into the bathtube… cool man… I just love my life ☺ life is great

This coming Friday I will be going down city HELSINKI… this got to be fun… I will just follow Jaakko car and he will drop me at the city while he is on way to work. I will walk around…snapping more pictures and buying more stuff…haha…if it is unique and cheap la…€ is damn expensive…I remember before I came to Finland I go to money exchange booth and I give the AH NEH a pile of money and he just return me 3 piece of €200 for 2 and €100… wt tut… 4.81 is the exchange rate…kill me… Friday im off…keke… to the city…adventure got to be fun ☺ hope I don’t get lost but I guess I will be fine…I got my map and phone…it got to be handy ☺

shirojay @ finland

Moi Moi (Hello) Finland…Today was my second day in this country of thousands lake. Weather was really good on the flight day… got a bit dizzy at first and feel like puking but thank god i didnt embarass myself …keke… summer here was like in Cameron Highland…sunny with refreshing cold winds blowing… it feels just so right. Enjoying every little single moment here.
Flying up high in the sky…





Bangkok (left) and Helsinki (right)

People were nice and friendly. Im currently staying with my host family at Nummela in a warm house that has a sauna in it…waow…my favourite SAUNA!!! It was inside together with the washroom that has a bath tube…COOL man. Feels like in a hotel. I got my own room equipped with own toilet, bathroom, TV, PowerBook G4…d room was simple and nice with IKEA furniture and my favourite color RED bed sheets. Too bad as they just move in 2 weeks ago back from the States, there is no internet connection yet. My journey is just about to begin.




I hv been helping them cleaning up a playhouse for the kids. So “HANG FUK” they hv playhouse. I remember last time we only have a play tree back in primary school that was shared by everyone. House keeping was like a family activity here. Everyone take parts and having fun. So diff from home. I never remember me helping out at house cleaning time. Call me lazy but yeah…v never gotong royong at home :P
Oh yeah… they have this chocolate called MAYA which is a tribe traditional chocolates tasted really good and guess wat…they are made of coco and CHILIE!!! Yess…my fav chili paddy… hooho…basically I eat one bar almost everyday since I get here. It tasted a bit warm when u consume it, not spicy thought… haih wasted.

Btw, I just got my luggage yesterday night thanks to the Thai airways TG*** which delayed for 2 hrs… it was a rush transit at Bangkok to Helsinki… I was actually escort by a mini car once I get off plane directly to catch up the plane Finnair AY**. It was so rush and a bit funny to run around at the airport catching for flight. What an experience. Did I even tell u that the air steward was so cute… Both of the guys was so so cute… look like ABC…ok I dint lost control and ask for their numbers but I was staring at them…u noe for a while…probably a minute…keke… it was a pleasant flight with nice weather, clouds which look like cotton sweet.

Busy week

Some ppl might think i was so damn free after quiting my job but its a big NO NO!!! I had the most busy week ever… Since Monday (the 1st week of jobless till today) SUNDAY i hv a long list of things lining up for me to settle… got my Finland permit chopped…Glad I got my flight ticket booked although it seems to be a peak season on August where most of the people choose to travel to Europe for a “SUMMER” vacations. Got it from Finnair the “LOU CHEE HOU” (good in reputations over the years)…12 more days i hv to say SAYONARA fellow babiesss…

than my list goes to blue sky holiday ^__________^
i hv been waiting for this day to come long loooooooooooooooooooong time ago… finally the day arrive. Only hot chicks for the blue sky party :)

FATT CHIN HON (desperate for vitamin M) i decided to work as KITKAT promoter during the weekend. My job is to give out sample of KITKAT Limited Edtition Cafe Latte which will be in the market only for 3 months. Besides it was my duty to push sales for this product. I realise i can sell… haha…and from my 2 days experience (actually only 1 n half day coz by 2pm Sunday the stock is finish- too laris because of me ^^ keke and another reason is Carrefour bring in little stocks) i learn some customer behaviour that textbook did not teach.

Based on my observant I can category them into 2 customer – TRY TRY TRY dulu ya NANTI beli NANTI ya and TRY TRY dulu BUY now NOW :P Most of the time after they test if u ask them “Would you like to buy one and try at home?” Usually they will say “Yeah, i will have one”…
im not sure if their brain are being programmed to say YES because of the pride in them… after all is affortable only RM2.45…eat one time french fries also hilang la :P

Normally when they heard promotion they will ask d normal price…

“Now promotion only RM2.45″
“What is the normal price?”
“RM2.50″
“=.= 5 cents only cheap r?”
“Well, 5 cents also got money value and when u buy a lot save ler and its limited edition after 3 months no more in the market”
“Limited edition r? Than i dont eat…buy home and keep for a year than resell mai can earn a lot?”
“=.=, sorry sir… it will expired after a year :P

Haih…macam macam org also got la… a lot of weirdo. Some in front of u say buy but than pusing satu kepala they put it back to somewhere else (another shelf)… no intention of buying but they just say yes and grab one when u ask them to buy just to entertain the sells person.

Anyway… I think i hv a potential to become direct sales person… kekeke… so do u wan to have a break, have a kitkat? hoho…now selling RM1 for a pack- 2 fingers…mari mari beli :P okla…got to go pasar malam buka gerai de…ciaOo

Transform-ro

okey… nothing should be funny here… everyday I feel like at sauna (a place i must enter when ever i go for gym)

“U should be happy what! U like sauna ma”
“Yeah i like to be BBQ in sauna… siew kai yik, gor jong yi sek” SHITTTT!!! >.<|||

Global warming is not longer a joke. It is getting serious and things need to be done(not one but a lot) if we still want to live on… Ok so what does a raise in petrol got to do with global warming?

“Naik 50 cent lagi? Last month baru naik harga petrol. Sekarang naik lagi? Apa mau Ooo? TL” “Naik naik…semua naik…gaji tak nampak naik >.<"

Ok. One of a rasional reason behind the raise of petrol price could be so that we can move on to new technology, use cleaner energy, use less energy. That is the purpose of Hybrid car in the market. Anyway, Im not planing to change car…keke still sticking to my LCK - Little Cute Kancil a.k.a chilie paddy (this is what i call my red kancil- furious on road :P )

But the weather seems to improve since last week la… now is better…not so hot and warm. or maybe i was not spending too much time at my hot hot sauna room :P have been bouncing here and there too often lately till I almost forgot how my dad look like =.= so bad daughter.

Anyway, back to the global warming topic… ok 7 yrs later most of the ice will melt cause of the heat and will cause most of the land experiencing float… creating the so called “Under the Sea” city :P ok this is not funny… So if i think in 7 years later is Shi Jie Mo Ri (The end of the world) that what I can do now is to cherish my every moment.

Under the sea r…than my wings have to transform to fish tail d… keke…survive better. Im TRANSFORM-ro… =.= watch too much movie de but the Transformer really worth watching ler… d people in the cinema clap hand when the movie ended :) so pro OoO…

Breath as much as I can.
Eat as much as I can
( Im goin to die if Kiyo see this as she is monitoring my eating habits so I can lose weight and fly higher :P )
Travel as much as I can.
Love as much as I want.
Be naughty as far as I can.

Time really fast…Zuuup is friday again than weekend…than another week… Dont even know what I have achieve so far… sigh..perhapes I should start my 5 yrs plan :P

Ways to reduce global warming
Reduce, Reuse, Recycle
Use Less Heat and Air Conditioning
Change a Light Bulb
Drive Less and Drive Smart
Buy Energy-Efficient Products
Use Less Hot Water
Use the “Off” Switch
Plant a Tree

Personality Test

You Have A Type A- Personality

You are one of the most balanced people around
Motivated and focused, you are good at getting what you want
You rule at success, but success doesn’t rule you.

When it’s playtime, you really know how to kick back
Whether it’s hanging out with friends or doing something you love!
You live life to the fullest – encorporating the best of both worlds

Do You Have a Type A Personality?

Most of the people say I have a cheerful smile. A happy go lucky girl. Hyper active. Like to talk a lot. “I cant keep my mouth close coz I scared got ulat r”…keke this is what I tell them when they ask me to keep silent for a second. But recently they say i look cold… lack of smile. Probably they are right. I just cant find a reason to smile… takkan when u busy working tight with deadline suddenly u smile when u staring at the monitor right…siao mer? I think i need a blue sky holiday.

Actually they dont know me. Im a person who dont like to show the sad side of myself to others. Im a person who tends to hold on emotions and dont know how to express my feelings. Im a person who live life day by day. I dont like to plan ahead unless is necessary la. I dont hv a 5 yrs plans :P

After stop goin to yoga coz expired d, I feel my bone is in pain crying for message T.T I feel im getting old >< i need to feel the sweet rushing down my body again… tmr morning go jogging…if i can wake up la…haha

Career Test

Your Career Personality: Brainy, Logical, and Efficient

Your Ideal Careers:
Archeologist
Astronomer
Book editor
Business manager
Civil engineer
Designer
Economist
Inventor
Judge
Scientist
The Quick and Dirty Career Test

It have been a while since i update my blog… what to do… d c2pid TMNUT always spoil… cant online at home and busy with work load… after weeks i finally can get my connection back… Dunno what to blog about i read some of my collegue blog and found this at Gina blog so i decided to test it on myself… lucky i still fall under designer group :) well i hv always love designing and think designers are cool…hehe

I love my job. What i do r? Interactive magazine company www.ixtive.com (corporate website) and www.gixworld.com (i-mag website) 1 thing i like is boss are not like boss and worker are not like worker…so to speak everyone is like big family ^^

Anyway, I am leaving my job to find another sky belongs to me.
Thanks to my 10 years best friend Yvonne I got to know my host family from Finland and yes Im going to spend a year with them cost free thru a culture excahnge program called “Au Pair”. Can find out more about it at http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Au_pair

Im just to lazy to explain again what is this Au Pair all about as everyone is start questioning me. Very fan one u know. I think i should take a tape recording and record it and keep on reply when ppl ask me…keke… Why am I giving up everything here and go to a forgein country alone? Why do I want to leave my family? My friends? My job? My dear? (Yes, I admit i have always put love at the last priority… that’s y im single now T.T im a bird without leg ^^) I always tell the same answer ” I want to go out of my comfort zone and see the world. I dont want my life to be so plain like white paper, I want to add color and spice to it. This is the age where I can go out and meet new people (mayb leng zai ^^) and learn from them, get motivated. As a designer, I really need to get inspired by people and surrounding… i believe great ideas are generate in such a way”. Why Finland? Go US la…ur mum is there. “Finland is just a stepping stone. Because I am lucky enough to have a host family there and spending 0 cost. Another important thing is this nokia country is well recongnized for its high tech and designs. It is so into my field. best thing is the father of my host family is a Creative Director who owns a company in both Finland and US… ^^ this is really an oppurtunity that I should not miss or I will regret for the rest of my life. ” Im mature enough to think what is the best for myself. And I will take the responsibilities for my act. I will be brave enough to handle all coming obstacles.” No matter what you do dont regret. Follow your heart as it will never cheat on u.

My next stop after Finland would be US as my mummy is there. I miss mummy… for the past 10 years we only spent like a month together? Haih…sad case…if it was not for my convocation the one month also tak ada. I miss the time when we sleep togther. chating along the night. you telling me how u meet dad and how u guys fall in love. how notti am i. how much u love me. i just miss all d days…

Than I think i will go Africa with my best buddy… we have mada a promise ^^ I will not forget…i got good memory…I think when im tired than i will fly back to Malaysia with my freedom wings…keke…just hv to make sure i din put on too much weight :P If not my wing cant support me ^^


this is my studio…keke…nice ler…purple rain… this is d room where i spend my time dreaming, freelancing, kao zai-ing ^^